Aiisshhhhhh......sigh in silent.
It has been more than a year I've ignored my blogging life. Throughout the moments of life I've passed, it surrounded with happiness, sadness, frustration, stressness, angers, cheers and etc. I've no more words neither guts to clearly describe and regurgitate here. I think its better to let it go, start with a new life and chapters with happiness. [fullstop]
Few days back husband of mine tried to encourage myself to start writing again. He was trying to regain my memories on this blog which I've almost forgotten. He persuaded me to write and write. Finally, I found back my blog through one of people's blog. Quitely, I thank to the person.
This is going to be a new routine, I mean my usual routine once before. I will make a point to at the very least, say hello to here before I dozzed off (I wish this will be true this time).
Anyway, life goes on. I've resigned and being a highly educated jobless, with experienced to be mention. My petite has grown up and has become an active and smart toddler now. One year three months. Among his group of age, he is to be consider cute in size. Just like the mommy, hahaha. My dearest husband is still engaged to the same firm. As usual, pack with loads of drawings. Not much but something. As he is going to be a single earner now, I told him not to worry. I will help him when the rezeki be on me (my prayers, always..). What will be my plan of the year?..huhuhu, a plan which has repeatedly mention every months of the year - pursuing my study. It has to be real this time (although, I'm so so worry and afraid and butterflies in my stomach). But hey!!...I was once a girl with a strong heart and high courage and optimistic mind. I believe there is a way when there's a will. All I need is support and effort. I need to initiate to make it go. To Him I ask for help....I must and I can.
