Welcome back and arise!!!

Aiisshhhhhh......sigh in silent.

It has been more than a year I've ignored my blogging life. Throughout the moments of life I've passed, it surrounded with happiness, sadness, frustration, stressness, angers, cheers and etc. I've no more words neither guts to clearly describe and regurgitate here. I think its better to let it go, start with a new life and chapters with happiness. [fullstop]

Few days back husband of mine tried to encourage myself to start writing again. He was trying to regain my memories on this blog which I've almost forgotten. He persuaded me to write and write. Finally, I found back my blog through one of people's blog. Quitely, I thank to the person.

This is going to be a new routine, I mean my usual routine once before. I will make a point to at the very least, say hello to here before I dozzed off (I wish this will be true this time).

Anyway, life goes on. I've resigned and being a highly educated jobless, with experienced to be mention. My petite has grown up and has become an active and smart toddler now. One year three months. Among his group of age, he is to be consider cute in size. Just like the mommy, hahaha. My dearest husband is still engaged to the same firm. As usual, pack with loads of drawings. Not much but something. As he is going to be a single earner now, I told him not to worry. I will help him when the rezeki be on me (my prayers, always..). What will be my plan of the year?..huhuhu, a plan which has repeatedly mention every months of the year - pursuing my study. It has to be real this time (although, I'm so so worry and afraid and butterflies in my stomach). But hey!!...I was once a girl with a strong heart and high courage and optimistic mind. I believe there is a way when there's a will. All I need is support and effort. I need to initiate to make it go. To Him I ask for help....I must and I can.

berubah...

Banyak betul perubahan akan berlaku. One batch of my colls will be shifting to another building. Wan pulak this week last kat sini. Next Friday is Hasanah's last week. Pn. Rohani is resigning soon. And today I received another uncosy info, my dear kakak will tender next year. All this while she's patiently waits for her bonded to be end. Ohh, not forgetting my dear friend Fikri is in plan for phd in Korea next year. I was like..arrgghh...everyone is leaving and moving forward. Sekarang aku pun pikir, I must transform. Chaiyok to my dreams. Do what I want...change is the key. Once told by my late dad, "is you who make can make you change". Now aku pulak berangan nak ke korea.. lalala..."oh mentari oh korea"...lalala..

Tapi one thing for sure, Indah is getting her new Myvi very soon. Tak sabarnya nak test drive. Went to JPJ with her, angin sama kakak kaunter tu. Feel like screaming at her.."halo makcik! nak keje ke nak berbual kat hp". Aku rasa macam nak gigit tangan makcik tu kuat2 and throw away her d*mn cell to Laut Merah. Some people can be very annoying...WTH.
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baby, mum and traffic...

Traffic is unpredictable in this metropolitan so called klang valley. Usually it took me 25minutes reached TPM, but there are times where I can only be at my desk after 50minutes on the road..sigh. Well, no complaints. I take this as a normal routine excersices for all who willingly to stay and serve in a complex city area.
This is my second day at work after delivered which means, I left Armand safely and unworried mind at home with my mum. Perhaps, later I need nurture my mind as my baby will be safe and sound with doa and prayers to Him...I whispered to my son yesterday night as he has to adapt with the situation. I believe in Allah's guides and routes for my family and me.
Thinking about the heavy flows of vehicles at Am and Pm in KL, I remembered one of my girlfriend told me; "kdg2 balik kerja ternampak women's drivers drive laju2 mesti berebut2 sebab nak fetch anak2 kat nursery or at school". She told me, usually she will allowed them to cut queue as sometimes she did the same too.
Hmm, I would like to inform her one day as I did the same too yesterday..ahaha. Mum called on my way back home from work. "Armand nangis2 nak susu, should I give the alternative one?" Apalagi, dengan lajunya ku drive. Maybe abang honda yang aku overtake semalam mesti bengang denganku..All I can say..."sowwi.."

my petite, my hubby and me...

My petite moves several times since Saturday on the 9th May @ 6:45pm. My husband able to feel the movement of our petite too. We smiled and laughed together. I hope our petite giggles too.
I think our petite happy to know that we already bought our first cloth diapers. And yesterday, we manage to buy a dozen of new born baby cloths..hehe..with a pair of mittens and booties. It's the duckies one..ahaha.
I can see how excited my husband in picking up for our petite cloths...especially baju lubang2 tu..hehe
Many plans coming up next...honestly, I can feel the excitement of preparing to have our petite to our marriage...
May God take good care of our petite, my husband and me...

the lady is me...

After sometimes and several thinking, I decided to write and keep my blog updated (when ever I'm free..:p). I need a space to convey my thoughs, transferring my thinking and sharing my life. Perhaps, writing here probably a good place as I don't have to care of my bad handwriting (because I'm better off in typing). Besides, what not, there are options of font styles I can choose..hehe.
This is not my first time and not new to the blogging world. But, my very intial start ever since I'm tied and hooked. It has been six months and entering the seventh month of my marriage..fuooiishh...time runs so fast tho. Currently I'm expecting the petite to arrive soon... Give another five months. May God let it be smooth and fine for all. That makes me a mum-to-be. Yeay!
Well, that is me :- with a marriage life, as a lovely and adorable wife to a wonderful husband, having our little petite in my tummy and becoming a mum soon.
The lady is me....